Control Chapter 4

Chapter 4 - Neon Moon

BPOV

Alice was grinning from ear to ear, Jake looked like a lost puppy dog, and Jasper just smiled at me.

I finally decided to break the silence. "Jake, can you take a look at Making the Grade as long as you're here; he isn't eating and he's being very temperamental.

"Sure Bella," he said with a smile. "Alice, I will see you tonight. Jasper, nice meeting you."

With that Jake walked to the door and looked back at Alice like she was the only thing in the world. Then he headed to check out Making the Grade.

"I'm going to take Lightning Bolt for some exercise. It was nice meeting you Alice. Bella, I will see you later darlin'," Jasper said with a smile. The way that man says darlin' makes me weak in the knees.

Jasper walked out the door, and I was left with a very over-excited best friend.

"Okay Bella...spill. Care to explain what I walked in on? What is going on between you and this Jasper guy, whom you have known for twenty-fours?" she asked.

"I don't know Alice, I mean...I don't know how to explain this." I'm rambling, great.

"Start from the beginning."

I took a deep breath, "When I met him yesterday, there was this strange feeling I had...I can't explain it really...I was drawn to him. I know it sounds stupid." I threw my hands in the air.

"Go on," she said, motioning with her hands.

"So, the day went on, and we flirted and he asked me to have dinner with him because he knew I was alone. I said yes." I took another deep breath.

"And," she said, getting impatient.

"We started talking and he asked some questions about me, and of course, I freaked. So, I stood up and walked over to the window, I guess to put space between us. He followed me, and it was like a magnetic force was pulling me toward him. Before I knew what was happening, his lips were on mine and my head was spinning. I couldn't think."

"Isabella Marie Swan, you had sex with him, didn't you?" she asked with her hands on hips.

"Yes," I said in a whisper.

"Oh...my...god! How was it? How do you feel about him? How does he feel about you?" Alice kept throwing the questions at me faster than I could answer them.

"Alice, take a deep breath," I said, laughing.

"Well?" she asked, tapping her foot.

"It was amazing, beyond anything I thought possible."

"Really?"

"Yes, and as for what's going on, I really don't know. He said he feels the same pull toward me, and he wants to get to know me," I said, waiting for her reaction.

"Does he know about Edward?" she asked, hesitantly.

"Yes, he knows why I'm no longer married."

"I just don't know what to say. I'm happy for you, but this is so out of character for you. Hell, you wouldn't even go on a date."

"I know, I don't know why I feel this way for a complete stranger, Alice," I said in a defeated tone.

"You deserve to be happy," she said as she hugged me.

"Thanks. Is this going to be weird for you?" I asked.

"No, not at all. You know I hate that lying, cheating, sack of shit brother of mine."

"Thanks for always being there for me," I sighed. "Alice, what is up with the Roadhouse tonight? What do you have up your sleeve?"

"Before you get all huffy, look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't want to go out with Jasper?"

"Okay, you have me there, but what's up with Jake? The way you both looked at each other?"

"He is hot Bella! So, I thought if we went out would be less threatening than just asking him to go out with me."

"Really? Jake...hot?" I asked, confused because I didn't see it.

"Yes, and he seems nice."

I just shook my head and giggled. Who was I to talk? I've only known Jasper for twenty-four hours.

"Alice..." My train of thought was interrupted by my cell phone ringing.

"It's my dad, I have to take this."

"No problem! See you later, I'm going to check the stables," she giggled.

"Hello Daddy, can you hang on a minute?" I said as I put my hand over the phone.

"Call me later," I whispered.

She shook her head and then waggled her eyebrows. "I've got to see a horse about a man."

I rolled my eyes and waved her off.

"Sorry about that Daddy, what's up?"

"I just wanted to make sure everything was going fine," he said.

"Yes, it is. How are things going on your end?"

"Well, that's why I'm calling. The investor wants to take us out tonight to meet some other influential people. So, we won't be back till tomorrow night sometime."

"That's fine, good luck dad."

"Thanks baby, are you okay being all alone? And is that Jasper guy doing okay and is he settled?"

"Yes dad. He is fine," I said, almost panicking.

"Isabella, are you being nice to him and hospitable?"

"Yes, dad, I am." If he only knew just how nice.

"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow night and I want a full report. Did Jake stop by to look at Lightning Bolt?"

"Yes, and he is looking at Making the Grade."

"Good, you seem to have things under control, as usual."

I can't help but roll my eyes. "Dad, things are fine here."

"Okay then. I need to go. We'll talk tomorrow."

"Bye Dad."

I hit end, sat in my chair and just stared into space, rehashing the last twenty-four hours of my life.

I don't know how long I sat there, just thinking. I still can't believe that Alice caught me kissing Jasper. I need to start thinking straight. Work is work, right?

God, I have no idea what I'm doing. I still feel angry, humiliated, and broke from what Edward did to me. I have to stop thinking about this and just for once let go and have fun. I let out a laugh. Fun...what's that?

I got up and headed to the training track. I was looking forward to tonight.

"Afternoon Miss Swan."

"Afternoon Paul, how are you? And please, call me Bella." Paul was pretty new.

"Good thank you, everything is all set. See you Monday."

"Have a good weekend."

"You too Miss Swan, I mean Bella," he said hesitantly.

I made my way to the training track and watched Jasper work with Lightning Bolt. His eyes finally met mine and it sent a shiver through me. I looked at my watch to distract myself. Wow! It was a quarter to four already. Where the hell did the time go? I headed back to my office to file some paperwork and send a few emails.

"Bella."

I looked up and Jasper was at my door. "Jasper."

"I was wondering when your father was coming back?"

"My dad called and they won't be back till late tomorrow night."

Jasper just smiled and walked over to me.

"Do you have dinner plans?" he asked.

"No, why?" I asked with a giggle. I was rewarded with one of his panty dropping smiles.

"Why don't you have dinner with me?" he asked as he closed the space between us.

"You can tell me all about your conversation with Alice," he said as he put his arms around my waist and pulled me toward him.

"I would love to." I got out before his lips met mine and I was lost in everything Jasper.

After we kissed for what seemed like an eternity, he pulled away and moaned.

"Darlin', we have to stop or I won't be able to," he said as he placed a quick kiss on my lips.

"Okay," I whined.

"I will see you at about six for dinner?" he asked as he walked toward the door.

"Yes, that' s perfect," I said and watched him walk away.

I finished up and got ready to go out quickly. Dinner with Jasper went by quickly. I told him the edited version of my conversation with Alice. Before I knew it, we were getting ready to leave for the bar, where we were going to meet Alice and Jake.

"Are you ready?" he asked.

"Yes, let's go."

"After you darlin'," he said as he held the door for me.

We made our way to his truck and quickly pulled up to the Roadhouse Bar and Grill.

Jasper opened the door for me, and we walked into the bar and found Alice and Jake in the entrance way waiting for us. We walked up to them.

"Let's get a drink," Alice said and we headed for the bar.

"Hey girls, the usual?" Seth the bartender asked.

"Yes please," Alice said.

"What can I get you guys?" Seth asked as he poured two Jack Daniel's on the rocks for Alice and I.

"I'll have what they're having," Jasper said.

"I'll have a Bourbon Barrel Ale," Jake said.

"Coming right up," Seth said as he looked at us and smiled. This is the first time we have ever been here with dates, so the amused expression on Seth's face was priceless.

The jukebox was loud, and it was starting to get crowded. We made our way over to a table near the dance floor and stage.

The song Boot Scooting Boogie came on, and Alice asked Jake to dance. The line quickly formed on the dance floor.

"Do you want to join them?" Jasper asked.

"No, I would rather sit here with you."

He put his arm around me and pulled my chair close to his. "Whatever you want darlin'," he whispered in my ear.

I wanted to shout, I want you right now, right here! The song came to an end and a very smiley Jake and Alice came back to the table. The night went by quickly as the band played on. The four of us played darts and Jasper and I kicked Alice and Jake's asses in Cricket.

The band's music was slowing down and one of my favorite songs started to play. I swayed to the music in my seat.

There's a rundown bar
 Cross the railroad tracks
 I've got a table for two
 Way in the back
 Where I sit alone
 And think of losing you

Jasper looked at me and smiled. "Would you like to dance?" he asked.

I nodded and he took my hand and led me to the dance floor. He took me in his arms, and I melted as our bodies moved to the music. Being this close to him made my heartbeat spike and my body yearn for his touch.

If you lose your one and only
 There's always room here for
 the lonely
 To watch your broken dreams
 Dance in and out of the beams
 Of a neon moon

I think of two young lovers
 Running wild and free
 I close my eyes
 And sometimes see
 You in the shadows
 Of this smoke-filled room

Jasper kissed my forehead as we danced, I looked up at him and my lips met his. I was lost in the song and the kiss. I wanted him so bad.

The music came to an end and Jasper kissed me one last time as we walked back to the table. Alice and Jake were finishing up their pool game.

"Do you want another drink?" Jasper asked.

"I'm fine, thanks." I didn't want another drink; I wanted to leave.

"Would you like to call it a night," he asked with a smile.

"Yes!"

"Let's go tell the love birds over there that we're leaving."

We walked over to them and they were giggling; Jake had his arms around Alice as she was leaning on his chest. They were quite a sight, he was so big and she was so small.

"We're taking off, okay?" I asked.

"That's fine," Alice said as she came over to hug me. "I'll call you tomorrow."

"Have a good night, Jake," I said.

"You to Bella," Jake said. "Jasper."

"Jake." Jasper said. It was amazing that men could communicate with just one word.

We pulled up to the bunk house and Jasper pulled me in for an amazing kiss.

"Bella, will you stay the night?" he asked between kisses.

"Yes."

We walked into the house, and he poured us each a glass of Jack Daniels.

"I had fun tonight," he said as he handed me my glass. "I haven't been out to a bar for what seems like years," he said smiling at me.

"I had a great time too. Alice and I go there a lot, because it's never too crowded and we like the people there. It's a small town and I have already been the subject of gossip. I like to stay under the radar so to speak," I said, biting my lower lip. I brought my drink to my lips as I watched Jasper. I take a long drink to calm my nerves.

"Are you hungry?" he asked. He almost looked nervous also.

"Not for food," I said. I can't believe I said something so forward. I don't know if it is because I have no brain to mouth filter around him or if it's the Jack Daniels talking.

Jasper's lips were on mine before I could blink. He picked me up and carried me down the hall, as he kissed me on the way to his bedroom. Suddenly, we were on his bed, and the kisses quickly became more urgent and fueled by desire. Our hands were all over each other, trying to get the other's clothes off. Our clothes are thrown to the floor. I was left in my pink satin bra and matching boy shorts, and Jasper was in his blue boxers.

He started to place kisses down my neck as he slowly made his way to my breast. He slipped my bra straps down my shoulders so he could get better access. I arched my back and unsnapped my bra and discarded it. The feel of his lips around my nipples was so good, his hand roamed to my center, and he rubbed along the top of my boy shorts.

"Jasper...please," I moaned.

He slid them down and removed them. He removed his boxers and smiled at me, while he took in my naked body.

"You're beautiful," he whispered. "I don't mean to ruin the mood, but I need to ask. Yesterday was spontaneous and we used nothing," he paused, "are you on anything?"

"Yes, the pill," I said and sighed, thinking that he was going to change his mind.

He nodded and slowly crawled up my body placing light kisses all the way up, till his lips met mine with force, and our tongues fought for dominance.

I lightly pushed his chest so he would fall back, and I was hovering over him. I kissed down his neck to his chest, making the way to my goal. My hand grazed his hard cock. I took it in my hand and started to move up and down, which caused Jasper to moan. I was kissing my way down and looked up at him through my lashes. He is so beautiful. I licked his tip and slowly let him slide into my mouth.

"Oh...my...god...that feels so good."

With every pass I took him further into my mouth, he tasted amazing. He slid his fingers through my hair and gently guided me. His moans got louder and I could feel he was getting close, I picked up the pace, licking and sucking until he came in my mouth.

He pulled me toward him, "That was amazing darlin'."

I started kissing him and his hand roamed my body till he found my throbbing center.

"Bella, you are so wet and ready," he said as he slid his fingers through my moist folds. He slid two into me, making me moan his name.

"Jasper, I need you now," I said as I pulled away from him and positioned myself above him.

I slowly lowered myself on him, feeling him fill me inch by inch until he was completely in me. I lifted my body up and then came back down, enjoying the sensation that raced through my entire body.

"Bella, you feel so good...so tight," he grunted as I picked up the pace.

His hands came up to fondle my breast as I rode him faster and harder. The sensation sent a wave of pleasure rippling through my body.

"Jasper...Jasper...Jasper," I chanted as I could feel my climax approaching.

"Come for me, Bella," he said as he slipped his finger between us and rubbed my clit, sending me screaming into an amazing orgasm.

"Bella," was all he said as his climax hit him.

I fell on his chest panting. I looked up and he was smiling at me.

"That was amazing,"

"Yes, thank you," I said as I snuggled up next to him, closing my eyes.

The last thing I remember was the feeling of the quilt above me and being wrapped in his arms.

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