Chapter 15: Amazed
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
It's almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
~Lonestar
BPOV
As soon as we were far enough away from the house so Renee could not see, I climbed on Edward's back and we were off to our meadow. The thought of being alone with him was driving me crazy. I would be his wife in fifty-one hours.
Fifty-one hours!
He promised we would try, and I believed that now, more than ever, that we could do more than just try. We had come so far in our physical relationship. He just needed to trust himself and let go of his old-fashioned morals.
Before I knew it, Edward slowed down as we reached the edge of our meadow. I slid down his back and took a long breath. The meadow was filled with flowers, and it still looked like our own private paradise. I remember declaring ourselves to each other for the first time where I had finally agreed to wear his ring, and to move forward with the wedding. This place is so special to us and so full of memories, it made me sigh.
"Bella love, where did you go just now?" He asked, looking confused and concerned.
"I was just thinking of all the special times we have shared here."
"Bella, do you know how much I love you and how happy you have made me?" He said, as he took my face in his hands. I looked into his eyes and all I could see was desire, desire for me.
"I have waited my whole existence for you, and now I have eternity to show you how much I cherish you." He said as he leaned down and kissed me tenderly.
The soft kiss turned into one filled with need, as I wrapped my hands in his hair and pulled him tighter to me. I needed to be as close to him as possible. The soft touch of his tongue parted my lips and the coolness felt so good on mine that I groaned, the sound making him pull away.
"Love, we have all afternoon." He smiled down at me. "But you need to eat first."
He quickly spread out our blanket from the basket and handed me the sandwich and fruit Alice packed for me. I ate quickly so we could go back to making out and hopefully more.
Just how far would he let me push him here…in our meadow?
"Here you go love, drink this." He said as he handed me a bottle of water.
"Thanks," I took a quick sip. "I'm going to miss this place."
"Me too love, but we will find another place just like this in Alaska."
I knew he was trying to make me feel better, but no place could ever be as special as this meadow. I slowly fell back on the blanket and patted the space next to me.
"Come here, and let's pick up where we left off." I said as seductively as I knew how.
Edward slid down on his side facing me, and with one arm pulled me to him, finding my lips and kissing me gently. I snuggled as close to him as I could get, returning the kiss. He rolls on his back, bringing me with him, continuing the kiss until I was on top of him. My legs dropped to either side of his hips and I could feel how hard he was through his jeans. His fingers wound through my hair and to the back of my neck, pulling me down and deepening the kiss.
"Oh love, what you do to me," he breathed.."
Our tongues found their way back to each other, his cool one again dominates my warm one. I rocked slowly back and forth on him, sending heat waves through my body straight to my core. He growled, and that just encourages me to grind myself harder on him.
"Bella." Was all he said as he flipped us over, now leaning over me he and unbuttoned my shorts and he pulled them slowly down my legs, his cool hands sending sparks wherever he touched me.
He trailed kisses down my neck and over my tank top. I lifted myself so he could discard my tank before I could blink my bra was gone also. He lavished me with cool kisses before taking my right right nipple in his mouth and then left one .The sensation alone was pushing me over the edge and I needed release.
"Edward, I need you to touch me...please,." I panted.
Edward sat up almost too quickly for me to see and pulled his shirt off. As he looked down at me, I noticed now his eyes were black with lust, and this sent a shiver through my entire body.
"Bella, I have to taste you again. The smell of your arousal is driving me mad."
I just nodded as I had lost all ability to talk. Edward bent down to kiss me long and hard and then slowly kissed his way down my body swirling his cool tongue over my warm skin. He stopped at the top of my panties, and inhaled, and then let out another growl. That sent me over the edge. I couldn't wait any longer. I needed him to touch me now.
"Please Edward, I need you to touch me,." I begged.
He had my panties off, and I felt his cool tongue assaulting my swollen nub and I cried out in pleasure. He slid a finger in me and my body shook with pleasure, I was so wound tight with need. His finger slowly started to pump in and out of me while his tongue licked and sucked, making me on my nub. I wither in pleasure moaning his name. He inserted another finger and curled them up in me hitting that spot while his tongue ran over my swollen nub, it was everything I needed and I came undone.He continued his ministrations and let me come down slowly.
He inched his way back up to me, he slowly lowered himself on the blanket and placed a kiss on my nose.
"I so love seeing you lose control like that." He whispered in my ear.
I pushed him on his back, kissing him with everything I had in me.
"Now it's my turn to return the favor." I said, as I let a slow playful grin form.
"Love, you don't have to. I'm happy to be able to please you," he said.
"Edward, I want to, believe me...I want to." I said with pure need in my voice.
EPOV
She truly was my angel. I was happy just pleasing her. To see her come undone from my touch was such a thrill.
She kissed her way down my chest, licking and biting my nipples. Her warm mouth on my cold skin was an incredible sensation. She continued her kisses until she reached my pants and she started to unzip them, pulling them down as I raised my hips.. She discarded my pants and boxers, they went flying to the edge of the blanket as she positioned herself between my legs and licked her lips. It was so hard, I think it would have hurt if I were still human.
She lowered her head and with her warm tongue licked my tip and then she slowly took me into her mouth. I watched her face, her mouth, her lips and it felt so good. I could not wait to be inside of her. She started sucking and working up and down me. I moan her name, she was truly a goddess. I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the sensation of her warm mouth around me. She picks up the pace now using her hand to cover what she couldn't fit in her mouth. I was so close.
"Bella, this…this feels so good." I panted.
I began to pulsate, my hands clutching to near shreds the blanket at my sides. I needed to tell her, and I lifted my head.
"Bella…Bella, I'm going to …" but she continued, her eyes meeting mine. It was all I needed, and I released my cool fluid into her mouth. She slowed her movement, allowing me to enjoy it longer, until her lips slid over me one last time. She slowly released me from her mouth and she smiled.
I grabbed the edges of the blanket as she wormed her way next to me. I quickly wrapped us up in it and we just laid there, no one to bother us. My Bella never ceased to truly amazed me.
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