Chapter 2
A Day at the Beach
The week flew by, Jake and I spent every moment we could together. It was becoming increasingly harder to stop ourselves from going further than light touching during our heavy make out sessions. I was ready for more, but how much more? My feelings for Jake kept growing. I guessed that they were there all the time. I just didn't want to move on and admit that I was falling in love with my best friend.
I hadn't really told Charlie about the change in my relationship status with Jake; however, Jake told Billy who quickly phoned Charlie. Those two couldn't be happier that we were together. I swear they were worse than women. I think they had already secretly planned our wedding and had discussed how many kids we were going to have.
Charlie told me that he was thrilled and already thought of Jake as family. He also told me that I was an adult and he was hoping I would act like one and be safe. I wanted to die. He said that he wanted to know nothing past the fact that I was happy. I was completely relieved with that.
It was a beautiful Saturday afternoon. I sat on the beach and watched the boys play football when Emily came and sat down next to me.
"Hey Bella, what's up?" she asked as she nudged her shoulder into mine.
"Hi Emily, nothing really, just watching them make fools of themselves."
We both laughed. "How are things with you and Jake? I have to say, I've never seen him this happy," she stated.
"They're great. He's great. It's just so easy to be with him. It's uncomplicated, you know," I said as I bit my lower lip.
"I can't imagine what it was like for you, but you're no longer the vampire girl; you're a wolf girl now. You're family and we all will protect you."
"I know, I just feel bad that I brought Victoria here. She wants to kill me because of Edward, a mate for a mate. I'm not and never was Edward's mate. I hate this! Someone is going to end up hurt or killed because of me," I said as I pointed to the boys.
"They are strong and killing vampires is in their blood. Let's go back to the house and get some snacks ready for these boys and talk some more. I think you could use some girl talk," she said, laughing, as she stood up.
"Sounds good. It still amazes me how much they can eat. And yes, I could use someone to talk too," I giggled.
Emily and I quickly made snacks for the boys as we talked about what was going on between Jake and me. I was honest with her about wanting to take things to the next level with Jake. She advised me to go on the pill, as wolves don't have pockets for condoms and you never know when the time will arise. I blushed, of course, and explained that I was already on the pill. I told her it was Renee's idea, and that she took me to the doctor's before I moved here. Her reasoning was better safe than sorry.
I also confided in her that I was terrified that Jake would imprint and leave me, and that I knew I wouldn't survive it. She told me that not all wolves imprint and I had nothing to worry about, that the way Jake looked at me was the way Sam looked at her, imprint or no imprint. Their sun rises and sets on us, and it's our duty as wolf girls to support them and be by their side. She hugged me and assured me that everything would be okay.
The front door to Emily's house flew open and in rushed the boys with Kimberly behind them. Jake grabbed me and pulled me into his very sweaty arms and kissed me, causing hoots and cat calls from the pack. Of course I blushed, causing them to tease me even more.
I looked around the room as the boys ate, smiling at the knowledge that my heart was beginning to heal. Jake made me happy, and I could see a future with him. I no longer felt abandoned by a vampire family that I once longed to be a part of. I finally accepted that they were gone, and I gladly opened my life and my heart to my new family; an amazing pack of wolves and their wolf girls.
After eating we hung out at Sam and Emily's for a while. Then we headed back out to the beach. The boys were going to make a fire and drink some beer. Apparently, no one cared about underage drinking on the reservation.
The boys quickly got the fire going. Jake grabbed a blanket and walked over to where I was sitting on a log smiling.
"Hey," he said before he kissed me. "I've missed you today. I've had to share you with everyone."
"I missed you too," I giggled.
"Want to take a walk with me? I know this spot on the beach where we can be alone," he asked suggestively.
"Sure, lead the way," I replied with butterflies in my stomach. I couldn't wait to be alone with him.
He extended his hand and I gladly took it. As we walked away I could hear the snickers of the pack. There was no privacy, as soon as Jake phased they would see everything we did physically. This really bothered me. I wanted my relationship with Jake to go to the next level, but it freaked me out to know that they see everything. I guess I needed to get over it. Maybe I would talk to Emily and Kim about how they handle it.
"You're awfully quiet," Jake stated.
"Just enjoying the beautiful view."
"There's no need to flatter me, I'm a sure thing," he joked.
"I meant the sunset," I countered. Maybe I should just ask him so I can stop freaking out over it and relax. "I do have a question for you."
"Shoot."
I stopped walking and pulled at our joined hands for him to stop and look at me.
"Bella, what's wrong?" he asked with a bit of panic in his voice.
"How much can you see about the other's personal time when you're a wolf?" I asked nervously as I bit my bottom lip.
He laughed.
"Jake this isn't funny," I snipped.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know it bothered you. If you're wondering whether they will see us when things get hot and heavy? The answer is only if I'm thinking about it, and it would only be in quick flashes. When in wolf form I'm mainly thinking of the job that needs to be done," he said in a soothing reassuring voice.
"So, they will only see flashes, that's it?"
"Yes, please don't let it bother you. We like to tease each other, but we try and give each other the privacy that's needed."
"Thanks, that makes me feel better."
He pulled me into a warm embrace and pressed his lips against mine for a quick searing kiss.
"Come on, the spot I wanted to show you is right over there." He pointed to a spot down the beach.
As we got closer, all I could see was a bunch of fallen trees, but then I saw what he was talking about. The trees seem to have fallen into a half secluded shelter around a patch of the beach. It was beautiful with the sun setting.
"It's beautiful."
"I found this when I was patrolling. It gives us privacy but it's still on the beach," he said as he laid the blanket down.
We both sat down, and within a second his lips were on mine. I sighed as his tongue sought out mine and he slowly lowered me onto the blanket.
"God, Bella, you drive me crazy with need," Jake moaned as he kissed my neck and his hand started to roam down my body. He stopped at the hem of my shirt. "Can I touch you?" he asked as he slid his hot hand under my shirt and placed it on my stomach.
"Yes," I moaned.
He ran his hand up my stomach and towards my chest. I let out a whimper as he lightly touched my breast over my bra.
"You're perfect," he groaned as he palmed me. "I want more," he said as he looked into my eyes asking permission.
I nodded and lifted my back up so he could unclasp my bra. He pushed my shirt and bra up. The butterflies in my stomach were in overdrive, I wanted to take things further but I was also scared. I watched as Jake stared at my chest, then he dipped his head down and took my right breast in his mouth as he palmed the left one. My body trembled in pleasure as his sucked on my nipple.
"Jake," I moaned as he took the left one in his mouth and he palmed the right one.
I reached down between us and started to rub him over his cutoff shorts. I was shocked to feel how hard he was.
"Please, tell me you're ready to take this further," he groaned as his hand was on the button of my shorts.
God, I wanted him to touch me, and I had been dreaming about touching him, seeing him.
"Yes," I all but cried as I unfastened his shorts and found him bare underneath. I pushed them down and was in awe at how big and hard he was. I placed my shaking hand around his shaft and started to stroke him slowly.
"Fuck, feels so good," he grunted as he quickly unfastened my shorts. "Spread your legs for me."
I did as he asked as I continued to stroke him a little faster. He pulled down my short and panties and I screamed out in pleasure as his fingers slid into me and hit my sensitive spot.
"Jake."
"You feel amazing, so warm and wet."
My eyes rolled back into my head at the feeling of having his fingers in me. If this felt so amazing, I was sure that actual sex would kill me, that's if he ever fit inside of me.
Together we found a rhythm as our hands slowly brought each other towards release.
"God, that was… well, just wow," he said as he collapsed beside me cleaning himself up with the edge of the blanket. After he cleaned himself up he pulled up and fastened his shorts.
"I know," I replied panting. "That felt incredible," I said as I redressed myself.
We just laid there looking up at the stars. Jake pulled me toward him.
"I love you, Bella Swan. Imprint or not, you're it for me," he whispered before he kissed me deeply.
"I love you too, Jacob Black," I said against his lips.
The imprint thing scared me, but Emily and Sam kept telling me it would be okay. That the way that Jake looked at me, there could truly never be another. I just hoped and prayed that they were right. I love Jake the man, and Jake the wolf.
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