Chapter 3
Sex Ed. 101 Porn, Masturbation and Rosalie... Oh My! Part 1
EPOV
I climbed through Bella's window and she smiled at me from where she lay on her bed, in a tank top and sweats. She is so beautiful. I took my shoes off and crawled in bed next to her. She snuggled right against me and let out a long, contented sigh.
I looked down at her and kissed her forehead. "Good night my love, sleep," I whispered.
"Good night, Edward," she replied with a yawn and drifted to sleep.
As I watched my love sleep, I realized how lucky I was. Bella was perfect, beautiful, and smart. She was going to give up everything for me, I didn't deserve her love, but I would take it anyway because I am a very selfish being. My mind wandered to earlier this evening when she stormed out. She was so angry. Could I push my physical boundaries with her? She had so much trust in me. Time seemed to be going by very slow tonight as I was in such deep thought. She started sleep talking and that brought me back to the present.
"Edward, oh Edward, touch me, touch me please," she said while she moved herself against me. Arousing me. I quickly got out of bed and sat in the rocking chair, my head reeling. I could smell her arousal, and it was killing me. After a minute or two she fell back into a deep sleep. I took a very deep, unneeded breath to calm myself. How am I going to try on our wedding night? She is just too fragile. I must be nuts. I would have to talk to her about waiting until she was changed, but then she might call off the wedding. What was I going to do?
My phone vibrated, bringing me back to the present. I flipped it open and answered it. "Alice, what do you want?" I snapped.
"Well, brother dear, I'm calling to let you know that Bella will be spending the weekend with us. Esme will call Charlie and take care of it. I need Bella this morning, so have her ready by ten for me," she took a breath. "Oh, and she will be going out with Rose and I tomorrow for a while, tell her not to pack anything. I’ll take care of everything. See you later Edward." I snapped my phone shut and just shook my head. She was a force to be reckoned with.
Bella started to stir so I made my way back to the bed and slid in next to her, snuggling close. She looked up at me with those big brown eyes. I leaned down, kissed her nose and whispered, "Morning love, how did you sleep?"
"You tell me, did I say anything too embarrassing?" she asked.
"No, nothing out of the ordinary love," I said and smiled at her. "While you were asleep, Alice called to say that she’ll be here at ten to pick you up so you can do some wedding stuff in Port Angeles. Also, Esme is calling Charlie to arrange for you to spend the weekend. Alice said not to pack anything because she has taken care of it. Apparently, her and Rose are taking you out tomorrow."
"I'm going out with Rose?" she asked, shocked and terrified.
"That's what Alice said love, something about shopping," I said with a smile.
"Great, just great, more Bella Barbie," she grumbled.
"Why don't you take a shower and I’ll go make you some breakfast. Charlie left an hour ago for work." She nodded, got up, grabbed her bag and she was off to the bathroom.
I made my way downstairs and into the kitchen and found eggs and bacon. While I was fixing Bella's breakfast, I contemplated talking to her about yesterday. I didn't want to start a fight, and she would be over all weekend, I guess we could talk tonight. We’ve been through so much in such a short time with James, me leaving her, the newborns and Jacob. She has always stuck by me no matter what. I hope this wasn't her breaking point. How I wish that I could read her mind.
BPOV
I made my way to the bathroom to shower. I thought about spending the weekend at the Cullens. This had to be a part of Alice's grand plan. Part of me was so excited and the other part was scared to death about it. I brushed my teeth and got dressed.
I made my way down to the kitchen and Edward looked up from making me eggs and bacon and smiled. I walked over to him and he pulled me into his arms and gave me a hug.
"You look beautiful love," he said as he bent down to kiss me, and I felt that familiar electric shock and melted, my body acting on its own. I ran my fingers through his hair and pulled him toward me to deepen the kiss. This felt so right. Edward surprised me by not pulling away, so I pressed my body into his, feeling him for a brief moment, and then he was gone. He was on the other side of the kitchen. I would never get use to vampire speed.
"Bella must you always push me?" he said with a weary tone. Maybe I'm wearing him down. "I'm sorry, I get caught up in the moment and I got carried away, you should try it sometime," I quipped.
"Alice is going to be here any minute. You need to eat. I'll see you later" he said. I guess this means end of conversation. He gave me a kiss on the forehead and he was gone.
I cleaned up the kitchen and was hoping that Alice's plan would work. Just then, there was a knock at the door.
APOV
Bella opened the door; she had a sad look on her face. I walked in and hugged her.
"I saw what happened. It's okay, we're going to fix everything," I said in my cheeriest voice. "I have a present for you." I handed her the gift bag and she just stood there.
"Well, are you going to open it?" I asked.
"Alice, you know I hate gifts," she whined.
"Just open it silly, you'll thank me later," I smiled a cheshire cat grin.
"Okay," she said as she pulled the DVD from the gift bag.
"Alice!" she screamed. "I can't believe you would get me this, have you lost your mind? You bought me porn?"
"No silly, it’s an educational DVD. See? It’s Sex Ed 101: Sex for Beginners." I took a breath and continued. "There is sex on the DVD, but its only for educational purposes." Bella just stood there with her mouth hanging open.
"I just thought one of you should know what you’re doing," I said trying to defend myself. "It's perfectly natural to want to know, Bella." I smiled at her.
"Aren't you a little curious?" I asked.
Bella was finally getting over her shock. "Of course, I am but..." I cut her off.
"But what Bella? Have you ever even seen a penis?"
"No," she whispered.
"I didn't think so. Now... go grab your laptop and we’ll watch this on the way to Port Angles." Bella ran upstairs to get her laptop, she knew not to argue with me. Never bet against Alice.
We were out the door and off to Port Angles to pick up some things for the weekend. I needed to give Bella a pep talk and she needed to watch the DVD.
"Bella, I know you don't want to watch it. I also know that you’re aware of the basics about sex, but I swear to you, it will help. You'll have a better idea going in." She took a deep breath, opened her laptop and inserted the DVD. She looked at me with total horror on her face.
"Just watch it, if you have any questions, I'll answer them." I looked back at the road; I could drive blind.
I drove and watched Bella out of the corner of my eye; she had a blank look on her face. I found myself wondering what she was thinking. . She finally shut her laptop off and took a deep breath and just stared out the window.
"Wow," she finally said.
"Do you want to talk about anything?" I asked.
"No, no I'm good," she said quickly and went back to staring out the window.
I was so happy when we pulled up to the small strip of shops. Bella was so tense.
"Okay, let's go finalize the cake for the reception, so we can do some real shopping!" I said getting out of the car. "Are you coming Bella?"
"Yes," she said, finally coming out of her shocked state.
BPOV
God! Shoot me now...she got me a sex tape. I put the DVD in my laptop. Maybe she was right; one of us should have some sort of clue. I was just hoping to figure it out with Edward, but he’s not just any boy, he’s a vampire. I took a deep breath and started to watch. The beginning was a boring anatomy lesson; I have seen a penis in books before but never in a movie. I was awe struck as I watched the variety of position you could have sex in, some I had hoped to try with Edward. And then the oral sex. Wow! Could I even do that with Edward while I'm still human? I had so many questions running around my head. Thank God that Edward can't read my mind. Finally, after twenty minutes, the slow torture was over. I had never watched porn before. I almost felt dirty. I took a deep breath and stared out the window in shock.
I finally just said "Wow," knowing that Alice was dying to know what I thought.
"Do you want to talk about anything?” she asked, bouncing up and down in the driver’s seat.
"No. No, I'm good,” I said as I continued to gaze out the window.
I didn't even notice that we had arrived until the car stopped.
"Okay, let's go finalize the cake for the reception, so we can do some real shopping!" Alice said as she was getting out of the car. "Are you coming Bella?"
"Yes," I said coming back to earth. I got out of the car, and we walked to the bakery.
It didn't take long in the bakery and then Alice was pulling from shop to shop buying me all these clothes and sleepwear. She said to trust her. It was about one o’clock, so Alice and I stopped to get me something to eat.
We sat down and I looked at Alice and said "Okay, Alice...spill. What is the plan? I can’t even get Edward to kiss me for more than two minutes and you have me watching porn and buying sexy things
to sleep in?" I said all in one breath.
Alice just looked at me and laughed. "Silly, Bella. You did need some nicer things to sleep in. And Bella, Edward is not a normal boy, you need to know what to expect for your own safety, if not for his."
"Okay, I get it, but what's the plan?" I all but begged.
"All will be revealed in time Bella but watching that movie did build up your confidence. Wearing sexy clothes to bed will make you feel sexy, therefore building up your confidence. A confident woman is a sexy woman." I smiled at her and grabbed her hand. "Bella, Edward is right, you don't see yourself clearly," I whispered.
"Come on, let’s go. I told him I would have you back by three." We got up and walked towards the car.
"Alice, you have yet to tell me anything useful," she said in a frustrating tone.
"Keep doing what you’re doing. It will all fall into place. Oh, and Rose and I are taking you out for some girl time tomorrow afternoon," I said as we reached the car.
"Edward mentioned that. Why is Rose coming?" she replied, looking scared to death.
"She's coming, because she wants to help." Bella opened her mouth to say something, then closed it, shook her head and then closed her eyes.
We will be home soon. I turned on the radio and just drove.
EPOV
I couldn’t wait until Bella got back. I missed her so much when we were apart. In fifteen short days she would be my wife, and we would never have to part again. I smiled at the thought of my Bella never leaving my side. I knew I still needed to have a talk with her about my boundaries. That's when I heard dumb and dumber approach. I took an unneeded breath and braced myself because they were hiding their thoughts from me. Before they could knock, I yelled, "Come in!"
"What up, Eddie?" Emmett boomed. I hated it when he called me Eddie.
"So, Alice told us that Bella is spending the weekend and we’re all going hunting tomorrow night to give you guys some alone time," Jasper said making air quotes to the phrase alone time, which shocked me completely, I expected that kind of behavior from Emmett, not Jasper.
"Hey, Eddie. Are you going to make it to first base with Bella?" Emmett asked laughing.
"God, you guys are so juvenile," I quipped.
"Oh...come on Eddie! You know you have to give the little woman something soon." Emmett looked at me and laughed.
"Edward, all kidding aside...you do need to proceed with Bella, or your wedding night’s not going to happen. Besides the fact I can't be in the same house as you two. You’re driving me nuts," Jasper said in a serious tone, all joking aside.
"Okay, what do I do next?" I said to the all-knowing nitwits. "Well, for one you could try open mouth kissing," Jasper suggested
"What about my teeth and venom?" I asked.
"Her mouth only bro, till you get accustomed to the sensation," Emmett said forcefully.
I could not believe I never thought of that, Emmett gave good advice. Before I could get a word in edgewise, Jasper chimed in.
"Edward, take it slow, but please take it to the next level. Above the waist touching...you won’t hurt her, I can feel how much you love her. You would never be able to hurt her. Trust yourself, trust her,"
Jasper said.
"I don't know," I said while running my hands through my hair. "This is Bella, I can’t take any chances," I said.
They both looked at me like I had nine heads and the answer to all problems was within my grasp. If it were only that easy. I heard Alice's car pull up.
"They’re back," I said and I was on my way to see my Bella.
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