The Monster Within

Summary: The kiss between Bella and Jake before the newborn fight pushes Edward over the edge. What happens when a tightly wound vampire...snaps. Everything that once was is no longer. DARK!

 

The Monster Within

 

 

This was written as a challenge: Can Cupcake - Queen of Fluff (that’s me) write something DARK!

 

Warning: This is Dark and there is beloved character death and adult sexual content

 

I own nothing Twilight. I just like playing in Stephanie Meyers sandbox.

 

Here are my guidelines:

1. It has to be 3,000 words   (its not that long because I didn’t want to writ a fight scene)

2. NO FLUFF OF ANY KIND - *sighs*

3. Edward must kill Bella -*cries*

4. All smut must be hardcore

 

 

The Monster Within

 

I can't believe Bella asked him to kiss her. We’re engaged to be married, and she asked Jacob, the dog, to kiss her. He's running to join the fight, replaying in his thoughts the kiss between him and Bella. And they were kissing in a way I've never kissed her.

Did she really love him? Is she going to leave? No, she is mine and I will not give her up without a fight.

Mine!

I approach the camp and I can hear her sobbing in the tent. I stop and ask Seth to give Bella and me some privacy. I must stay calm and steady with my voice, so I don't alarm him. I make up an excuse that we have plenty of time before the fight. He nods his head in understanding, and he takes off into the woods. The last thing I need is for him to alert the pack.

I opened the tent flap and there she was curled in a ball, crying and shaking. The image of Jacob and her kissing fires through my head and I begin to get angry. She betrayed me with that..., that... filthy, disgusting dog. My anger amplifies with each passing minute and I clench my fists.

“Bella?”

She starts to get up and stops when she is on her knees, pleading with her red, swollen, tear-filled eyes.

“Edward, I...I'm...sorry.”

She collapses and starts sobbing again. I just stand there, not knowing what else to do. I couldn't move. Part of me wants to go to her and comfort her. The other part wants to rip something apart, namely something with four legs and russet colored fur.

“Bella, why?”

She looks up at me.

“I don't know. I didn't want him to go,” she whispers.

She slowly gets up and starts to approach me. I put my hand up indicating I want her to stop, but she keeps slowly advancing. I'm not in control right now, and her coming any closer could prove to be dangerous.

She reaches me and puts her right hand over my still heart.

“Edward, I'm so sorry, how much did you see?”

“Enough to understand that you asked him to kiss you,” I say scornfully.

“Edward, it's not like that. I love you!” Her voice is strangled from all the crying.

“Then why did you kiss him, Bella?”

The anger that's been building inside me was about to erupt. She better start explaining, and fast. I take a few steps back, I needed space between us.

 “Edward, it's not like that with him. You know this.”

She takes a step toward me, and I see the fear in her eyes. She should fear me right now. She is mine and she betrayed me.

 I growl. “Do you love him?”

“Yes, but I love you more.”

I notice her look away, as if she's unable to look me in the eye. She's lying.

“That's a pathetic excuse Bella, and you know it. You kissed him not once, but twice. Did you enjoy it that much?” I spat.

“It's you I want to kiss that way, but you never allow it! Just once Edward, I wish you would let yourself go. I want you, and only you, all of you, but you won't give yourself to me, at least not like that.”

“Bella, I said we would try after we are married,” I say forcefully.

She closes the space between us and looks up at me. I can smell him on her and it's making me nauseous. I will deal with him later.

She is MINE! My mate...not his!

She reaches up and attacks my lips. The kiss is rough and usually I would stop her, but something in me just snaps. Between the images of their kiss, my anger, and the smell of her arousal, and blood, my head is spinning.

“Take me, Edward and make me forget him. Make me forget my name.” She pants and starts kissing my neck while her hands roam everywhere.

“Please...” She begs.

I can't take it anymore, and I need to show her who she belongs to. I shift us gracelessly to the ground and kiss her harder than I ever have before. She is heaving beneath me. I kiss down her neck, and I swipe my tongue over her pulsing vein. Before I know it, I have her top and bra off and I'm suckling at her nipples.

“Oh...my...God...Edward...more,” she moaned

In an instant, we're both naked and my mouth is all over Bella's body; from her earlobes all the way up to her ankles, while she continues to moan my name. Yes, that's right, my name. She's mine and it's about time I claim my mate.

 There is a shift in my mind. Despite the fact that vampires don't change. I feel like my world had been ripped from me. All the years of placation, solitude and avoidance have come crashing down on me in this instant. I feel the break...

“Bella, I’m going to fuck you until the memory of that dog evaporates from your mind,” I growl out at her.

I slide my finger between the lips of her pussy. She's already so fucking wet for me and I can smell how much she wants this, wants me. The dog didn't make her body weep this way...only me.

I kiss and lick down her body while the smell of her arousal drives me insane; I have to taste her. I swipe my tongue across her flesh. It's unlike anything I've ever imagined. While her blood sings to me, her pussy juices are fucking shouting at me.

“Oh, Bella, you taste so fucking good!” It's hard to contain myself. I grind my mouth against her harder, trying to get as much of her in my mouth as possible.

“My...God...Edward...don't... stop...feels...so...good!”

She moans and hisses under my touch as I lick and suck her sweet juices, and plunge my tongue in and out of her.

“Edward... I...need...you...in...me,” she pants.

Bella's invitation is all I need. I position my throbbing cock at her entrance and thrust into her, breaking her barrier. She hisses, but I'm too far gone. I can't be concerned with her discomfort now.

In my head I see every sexual thought I've ever seen or heard, but when I flash to the sight of her kissing Jacob.

I snap. 

She screams and I smell the blood. The monster in me takes over...

I thrust myself into her over and over again. I think I heard her scream out in pain, but I'm not sure. All I can think about is how good she feels around me. Her pussy is hot and tight. This just feels so fucking good.

I pick up the pace, propelling myself harder and harder until I feel my orgasm building. Never in my 100 years have I felt such pleasure. I bend down to kiss her neck and all I can think is: mine, mine, mine! 

 

I bite into her neck, and sucking her blood as my cock continues to move inside her pussy.

Mine, mine, mine!

As I continue to suck, I feel my prey go lifeless under me. There are no sighs or whimpers. No moans of pleasure, just quiet.

With a few more hard thrusts, I come amazingly hard, and it's euphoric. I roll over and collapse, completely and utterly satisfied. I've had her body and her blood. The monster is happy.

I hear a commotion outside, and it snaps me away from my high. I look beside me to see Bella's still body. I don't have time to process what I've done and I jump up.

Seth was approaching and I know he can smell Bella's blood. I can't have him alert the pack.

Just then, I hear the minds of two vampires. Victoria's vile thoughts come through the loudest, but she isn't alone. She's with a male vampire who she calls Riley.

I open the tent flap and step out in time to see Riley colliding with Seth. He lets out a howl and falls to the ground. Riley turns to me and smirks.

“So, Victoria sent you to kill me?” I mock.

“Victoria, I know you're there, come out and play.” I challenge.

“Victoria, sorry I ruined all your revenge plans, but Bella is already dead,” I snap.

Just then, Riley comes at me, I've anticipated this from his thoughts. I spin around and I have him by the throat, just as Victoria lands in the clearing. Her wild red eyes meet my red eyes and she gasps. I snap his head off and then lunge for Victoria.

 

 

 

So, there you have it my Darkward one-shot. Killing Bella was not fun at all and I stopped there because writing a fight scene is not my thing!

Eternal Spice

 

They say variety is the spice of life. After being married to Edward for twenty years, I never expected that saying to ring so true. I loved him deeply, but after years of unadventurous sex, I longed for something more. It was then I decided to join in on the Cullen's deepest secret. Written for The Cullen's Swinger Contest.

This One shot won both voters 1st place and Judges 1st place!

Warning: Adult content

Disclaimer: I own nothing Twilight. The characters belong to the wonderful Stephanie Myers, I just like to do naughty things with them.

~Eternal Spice~

I watched as Alice put the finishing touches on the cake. I never understood why she made such a huge cake for these kinds of occasions. Today is my mine and Edward's twentieth wedding anniversary. I smiled at the thought, twenty years with the man I was deeply in love with. Edward was everything to me; he was my other half. The whole family was here, Nessie, Jake, and the kids were also coming over to celebrate.

The door opened and in walked my beautiful miracle.

"Happy anniversary, Mom," Nessie said as she hugged me.

"Good to see you, Bells," Jake smiled at me.

"Where are my grandchildren?" I asked.

"Outside with Emmett and Rose," Nessie responded.

"Where's the mind reader?" Jake asked jokingly.

"Who let the dog in?" Edward joked back as he walked into the room.

Those two were always trying to push each other's buttons. I was just happy they were finally getting along. The few years after Nessie was of age and started to have romantic feelings for Jake, I thought Edward was going to kill him. Jake learned fast not to think of their alone time he had with Nessie in her father's presence. It was sad to say, but my daughter had a far more adventurous sex life than I did. She loved that Edward couldn't read my mind, so she had a habit of telling me everything. Edward still treated me like I was human. It was always gently sex, mostly missionary position. Once when I was a newborn, he took me from behind. I loved it; it was the best sex we ever had, but he ended up apologizing for weeks after. He felt he degraded me, and it never happened again.

"Daddy," Nessie squealed as she hugged him. She was always daddy's little girl.

"Hi there," he said hugging her back. "It's good to see you."

"I know I should visit more," Nessie responded.

"What are you a mind reader now?" Edward teased.

"No, I can just see it in your eyes," Nessie replied.

The front door flew open and in barreled my grandchildren, my wild JJ and sweet little Sarah. It was still surreal to be frozen at eighteen and be a grandmother.

"Grandma," they both yelled as they ran into my waiting arms.

I kissed the top of their heads and hugged them. "Did you have fun playing with Uncle Emmett?"

"Yes, he said we wore him out," Jake Jr. said.

I laughed along with Edward, Nessie, and Jake.

"What do I have to do to get a hug?" Edward asked them.

"Grandpa!" they yelled as he let them tackle him. I loved watching Edward with them.

The party was perfect. Emmett grilled for Jake, Nessie and the kids. We opened a huge pile of gifts. Edward whispered in my ear that he would give me his gift later. We all just hung out and enjoyed watching Sarah and JJ wrestling Jasper and Emmett.

After Jake, Nessie and the kids left, Edward and I went back to our little home that was located about two and a half miles from the main house. Edward and I always lived separate from the rest of the family. He said it was because he wanted me all to himself. I knew the real reason.

What Edward didn't know was a few years ago I accidentally stumbled upon the Cullen secret. It amazed me that he thinks I don't know about their activities. Many times, I have wished we could join. Don't get me wrong, I love Edward with everything in me. I just needed, no longed for something more. I may be a grandmother, but I'm still a horny eighteen-year-old that wants to explore my sexuality.

When we arrived at our house, I was shocked to see our bedroom lit up with candles. Edward pulled me to him and kissed my forehead.

"Bella, I love you so much," he said as he placed his lips softly on mine.

I needed him so badly, maybe tonight he would loosen up. What I really wanted was him to push me up against the wall and fuck me hard and fast. Our kiss deepened as our tongues tangled. Our hands ran over each other's body as we slowly undressed each other. Everything with Edward and sex was slow and gentle.

I undid his pants and pushed them down with his boxers. I ran my fingers up and down his hard cock. I knew what I wanted to do. It was our anniversary, maybe after twenty years he would finally let me do this. I dropped to my knees, licked my lips, and wrapped my hand around his cock. I leaned forward and my tongue grazed the tip before Edward managed to push me away. Rejected yet again.

"Bella, what are you doing?" he asked, shock clearly written all over his face.

"I really want to pleasure you that way. I love you, all of you. I want to explore other things sexually with you. Don't you want that?" I said, almost pleading with him to understand that I have needs.

"That is something you just don't do with your wife, Bella. It's degrading. I can't believe you want to do that."

"I want to do that and so many other things with you, Edward." I lifted my shield and let him read my mind, something I rarely did. I flooded my thoughts with every sexual position and act I would like to find myself in with him; being fucked against a tree, being bent over and taken from behind, riding him hard and fast, sucking his cock, and his tongue licking my wet pussy till I screamed out his name.

"Bella, what has come over you? That is not how a married couple in love acts."

"Yes Edward, it is! Especially a married vampire couple! Look at the others, they have wild crazy sex and they are fulfilled!" I yelled.

He turned his back to me and walked toward the window. He just stood there motionless for what seemed like a lifetime.

"Where is this coming from?" he finally asked, breaking the unbearable silence. "You're not happy?" The hurt in his voice broke my heart. I never meant to hurt him. I loved him; he was my everything. I just needed something more sexually.

"Edward, I love you." I slowly approached him, wanting to comfort him. "I'm not human anymore. You don't need to treat me like a piece of glass. I love how you make love to me. I...I just sometimes... I want… no need you in a different way. Trying different things, positions, doesn't mean you love me less," I pleaded with him.

His back was to me. I reached out to place my hand on his shoulder, and he pulled away. "I need to be alone." he whispered.

If I could shed tears, I would at this moment. My dead heart ached for him. He has never pulled away from me. What was he thinking? Did what he see in my head disgust him so much he couldn't be to near me.

I quickly left our home and fled into the woods. I needed to run and hunt. I came across two deer and quickly took them down and drained them. After burying the carcasses, I sat on a fallen tree. I sensed and smelled her approach.

"Hello, Alice."

"Bella, we need to talk," she said as she sat down next to me.

"About what?" I asked coyly.

"About why you are out here all alone and upset on your anniversary," she answered.

"Oh Alice, I let my stupid wants and needs ruin everything. I really hurt Edward tonight," I cried.

"Stop," she said as she sat next to me and placed her arm around me. "We need to have a little talk. I know you and I discussed our lifestyle before."

I nodded, knowing what she was talking about but not understanding why she was bringing it up.

"Just hear me out. You know Edward never participated in it. He thought it was disgusting and we were being unfaithful to our mates. I tried many times to explain to him that eternity is too long without a little spice in your life. He knows you are aware of what we do. I'm sorry he's seen a conversation we had in my thoughts. He caught me off guard.

"Alice, my God. He knows I have asked questions?"

"I talked to him about it, and I also showed him a vision I had of you and Jasper."

"What?" I shouted, cutting her off.

"Bella, please calm down. Edward has known this day was coming for months now. He won't hold you back from exploring your sexuality. Everything will be okay. Edward just needs time. He won't fault you or hold this against you."

"What are you saying?" I asked, not believing what I was hearing. Did she really want me to have sex with her husband?

"Jasper will be here in about fifteen minutes. Let him teach you. Let him show you how it can feel to be thoroughly fucked."

"You have lost your mind?" I screamed and leapt to my feet.

"Bella, it's okay. I know Jasper loves me and is my mate. Even when he is with Rose or Esme. My heart belongs to him even when I'm with Emmett or Carlisle. You will still be Edward's mate."

I turned and looked at her. "You have seen this?" She nodded. "It all works out?" I can't believe I was even considering this.

She nodded again. "Forever is a long time, Bella. Jasper will be everything you need him to be tonight. There are no boundaries. Just relax and let him lead."

"I need a few minutes alone," I stated.

She got up and hugged me. "Bella, I love you. I want you to be happy. Just let go and enjoy yourself. Jasper will be here in five minutes.

I nodded, and she vanished and left me to my thoughts. Could I have sex with Jasper? God, I needed something. I have twenty years of pent-up sexual tension. She promised it would all work out and that Edward had seen the vision of me having sex with Jasper. I fell on my knees to the ground, my heart breaking at how he must have felt seeing that in her mind.

"Bella darlin', you are killing me here with all your emotions," Jasper stated. "I can feel how conflicted you are. I know this is all new to you," he said as he closed the distance between us and knelt on the ground in front of me.

"Nothing will happen that you don't want to happen. I can feel your need, and I can smell your arousal. Do you want me to please you, Bella?" he purred as his hands cupped my face and he slid his thumb across my bottom lip.

I licked my lips and leaned forward, and our lips touched. The kiss started out gentle, but Jasper quickly deepened it and my head spun. He lowered me to the ground and hovered over me. His black eyes were full of pure lust; lust for me. Edward never looked at me like that.

"Answer the question. Do you want me to please you, Bella?"

"Yes! Oh God, yes," I moaned.

He crashed his lips to mine as he slowly unbuttoned my sundress. He sat back for a moment and then removed my dress. I lay there in front of him in my bra and panties.

"You're beautiful," he flicked the front clasp to open my bra, and my pert breast spilled free. His hands cupped each breast. I arched my back, pushing myself into his strong hands as I moaned. I was so turned on; my panties were soaked. He kissed his way down my neck and stopped to worship each breast, licking and sucking. I tensed up when he began to kiss lower.

"Relax. You smell so good. Can I taste you?"

I wondered for twenty years what that would feel like; I never thought I would ever find out. "Yes," I pleaded.

He ran his nose over my panties, sending my arousal into overdrive. He let out a growl as he tore them off and spread my legs apart. He positioned himself between them, and I swear I saw stars when I felt his tongue lick through my folds and hit my swollen clit. His tongue continued to lick and suck at an amazingly fast pace, sending wave after wave of pleasure through my body. I never knew anything could feel this amazing.

"Jasper," I moaned, as he thrust two fingers deep within me.

"Mmmm, Bella you taste so good," he groaned against my flesh, sending vibrations through my body as his fingers pumped in and out of me. I could feel myself beginning to spiral out of control.

"Let go, Darlin'," he demanded as he bite down on my clit, sending me spiraling over the edge and screaming his name.

I lay on the ground with my eyes closed, panting as I came down from the most intense orgasm of my life. I opened my eyes to see a now naked Jasper standing over me with his hand sliding up and down his cock. I licked my lips and looked him in the eyes.

"Do you want to suck my cock, Bella?" he asked as he continued to stoke it.

"Yes," I said as I got on my knees. I took a deep breath that I didn't need to steady my nerves. I have never done this before. I took his cock in my hand and started to stroke it. I leaned forward and with my tongue I swirled the tip and slowly took him in my mouth. His groans only encouraged me to take him in farther.

"Your mouth is heaven. Suck me faster and harder, Bella," he growled.

I let out a load moan at his command. I gladly sucked him faster, harder, deeper as my nails grazed his balls.

"Bella," he chanted as he spilled deep within my mouth. I swallowed everything he gave me.

"Now get on your hands and knees so I can fuck you."

His words alone sent a jolt through me and right to my core. I was on my hands and knees in less than a second.

"I can promise you this won't be gentle. It will be pure lust and need. A male vampire needs to dominate his partner from behind, just as much a a female vampire needs to be dominated. Being turned on by this is only your natural instinct. Just give in to it, don't hold back," he purred as his rubbed his cock up and down my wet pussy.

"Please," I begged.

"Please what?"

"Please stop teasing and fuck me."

Jasper grabbed my hips, and in one hard and fast thrust, he was so deep within me. I was filled so completely. I screamed out in pure ecstasy. He fucked me so hard I was shocked my vampire body could take such a beating. I was completely void of all thoughts and the ability to speak. I just kept moaning and screaming out incoherent thoughts.

"Bella, I'm so close. You need to let go," he growled as he leaned down and raked his teeth down my neck, never breaking the skin. The sensation sent me over the edge, and my orgasm quaked through my body as I felt him release deep within me. We both collapsed to the ground. He pulled me into his arms. I felt calm, stated, and very blissful for a moment. Then I realized I was in Jasper's arm and not Edward's.

"What we did isn't wrong. He knows that but he just isn't ready to accept this lifestyle for himself. He loves you, Bella, you are his mate. He understands your need for more. I feel his internal fight over what he believes in morals and what he longs to have with you. Give him time, and when you experience this with him, your mate, I promise it will be a hundred times more intense.

"Thank you, Jasper. Thank you so much for this experience."

He nodded. We both got dressed in silence. Jasper took me back to the main house to shower and change. I didn't want to go home smelling like him. Alice again assured me it would all work out. She told me Edward would loosen up soon and be more open to try new things.

I slowly walked home; I felt like a horrible person. What wife fucks someone else on her wedding anniversary? I knew I had to face him; I just didn't know what to expect. I reached the house and opened the door slowly. Could a vampire have a panic attack?

"Welcome back," he said.

I opened my mouth to apologize, but he signaled with his hand for me not to speak.

"Don't say anything. I'm not mad. I knew this was going to happen months ago. I could have stopped it, but I knew deep down you needed this. Maybe I needed this to happen also. When I told you I was going to give you your gift later, I did by letting you experience what I have held back from you. I love you, Bella." he said as he opened his arms to me.

I gladly ran to him. "I love you so much, Edward."

"We still have the rest of the night. I want nothing more than to make love to my wife."

"Please, I need to feel connected to you."

He picked me up and placed me gently on the bed. We spent the night making love to each other. Edward surprised me by flipping us over and letting me take control as I gently rode him till we both came undone.

That night things changed for Edward and I. He finally loosened up and explored all sexual things with me.

I look back on that night with happy thoughts as it was the beginning of me joining that lifestyle. Sex with Jasper was always dominating, with Emmett it was pure animalistic, with Carlisle it was passionate and powerful. Jasper was right all those years ago, sex was always more intense with Edward.

Today as we are celebrating our hundredth anniversary, we are happier than we have ever been as a couple and as a family. Eternity is too long not to have some spice.

 

Control

 

Control

Pairing: Jasper/Bella 

 

Summary:

Bella runs the Swan Stables owned by her father. Jasper is hired to help Bella train the new racehorse.

Will Jasper teach her more than she bargained for?

Will Bella let her guard down and lose control?

 

Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyers own everything Twilight related and I'm not her. 

My submission to the JNG's Teach Me the Nasty Contest turned into a multi-chapter story!

Warning: Adult content!

Part One 

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen

Part Two 

Coming Soon!

Songs that inspired Control:

All I need

Can’t Fight the Moonlight

Neon Moon

What Hurts the Most

If You Need a Friend

Catch Me I’m Falling

Ironic

Watch Me

Big Girls Don’t Cry

Patience

Sad But True

Going Under

The Gambler

Stand My Ground

Angel Eyes

Corporate Liaisons

 

Bella Swan lands a temp job as a personal assistant for Carlisle Cullen, a young Executive at Volturi Acquisitions. When the attraction is instantaneous, will he be able to hold off his attraction to her or risk it all by pursuing her? Carlisle/Bella AH/AU

 

 

I own nothing Twilight that belongs to the wonder Stephanie Meyers.

I just like doing naughty things with her characters!

 

 

 

 

~Corporate Liaisons~

 

 

CPOV

 

These past five weeks I feel like I’ve walked around with a permanent hard-on, and it’s all because of my temp Isabella Swan. Lauren, my PA, is out on extended maternity leave for nine weeks. Nine… long… weeks.

 

Isabella is beyond beautiful and sexy as hell. It doesn’t help that she wears tight blouses that cling to her perfect breasts and short skirts that show off her incredible legs. Many nights, I have dreamed of her naked body and what I long to do with her. She also has perfect lips; how I would love them wrapped around my cock. I would have made a move on her already if the company didn’t have a very strict no fraternizing rule. I really didn’t want to risk my job by dipping into the company’s ink, but Lord what I’d give to be deep inside Miss Swan.

 

This week we have been working long hours together, and it’s getting harder to fight my overwhelming attraction for her. She flirts with me every chance she gets. First it was subtle, but then the flirting became more intense. A few days ago, she brushed her body against mine slightly when she leaned over my desk as we went over the weekly numbers. I swear a jolt of electricity flowed through my body right to my cock. I ached for her. Yesterday, we shared a very passionate kiss in my office that I have not been able to get off my mind. I want more! Today, I’m going to ask her to accompany me on a business trip next week. I’m hoping that I’m not wrong about this attraction between us.

 

~*~*~

 

I was sitting in the company's private jet  waiting for the plane to take off; Bella was sitting next to me fidgeting.

 

“Mr. Cullen, can I get you anything?” Gina, the attendant asked.

 

“Scotch on the rocks, please.” I answered and then looked at Bella. “Bella, would you like a drink? It may help you calm your nerves.”

 

“Yes, please. A glass of Merlot would be wonderful,” she answered with a shaky voice.

“I will be right back with your drinks,” Gina said before she disappeared’

 

 

Gina came back with our drinks and said, “Make yourselves comfortable. If you need anything, just hit this button. I’ll be in the cabin.” Gina pointed to the call button. “Have a nice flight.”

 

The plane took off, and Bella had a death grip on the arm rest. She looked completely terrified. I had no idea she had a fear of flying until last Friday. I overheard her cell phone conversation with a friend about her long-term fear. I wanted to soothe her somehow.

 

“Bella, are you going to be okay?” I asked as I placed my hand over hers to try and calm her. Upon contact, I felt that familiar surge of what felt like electricity flow through my body and straight to my dick.

 

“I’m fine,” she whimpered.

 

Her body shifted so she was up against me; the only thing between us was the armrest.

 

“Breathe; just take deep breaths, in and out.”

 

“Thank you,” she said as she squeezed my hand and downed her wine quickly.

 

She let out a deep breath and started to relax. She grabbed the magazine in front of her and thumbed through it. I smiled as I went over some documents for my meeting tomorrow. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see her playing with her empty wine glass. I took the last sip of my scotch and placed it on the tray.

 

“Would you like another one?” I asked.

 

“Yes, please.”

 

I pushed the button as Bella stood up and grabbed her bag and started fumbling through it.

 

“What can I get you?” Gina asked.

 

“Another Scotch on the rocks and a glass of Merlot please.”

 

She nodded and then left. I watched as Bella was still trying to find something in her bag. She let out a frustrated groan.

 

Gina came back with our drinks.

 

“Thank you,” I told her, and she nodded as she left.

 

Bella was still searching frantically for something in her bag.

 

“Can I help you with something?” I asked.

 

“No, I’m just looking for my lifesavers; I need something to suck on,” She stated.

 

Her words went straight to my cock, and I let out a groan. I can give you something to suck on Miss Swan.

 

“What?” she gasped as she looked from my eyes to the bulge that was now in my pants. She licked her lips.

 

Fuck, did I say that out loud? “I’m sorry”.

 

She cut me off, “Don’t be, Carlisle. I think you are incredibly sexy, and we are both adults.”

 

“I hope I didn’t offend you.”

 

“No you didn’t,” she replied then leaned toward me. My entire body went ablaze the moment her lips met mine.

 

She pulled away and smirked. “You need relief from your current situation, and I need a distraction. They say the best way to keep calm is to suck on something,” she purred as she knelt in front me. She looked into my eyes, asking for permission.

 

“Please,” I moaned.

 

She unbuttoned my pants and pulled my hard cock out, taking it in her hand and stroking it slowly, too slowly.

 

“God, yes,” I moaned as she swirled her tongue on my tip. I thought I was going to come right then. I groaned when I felt her warm lips engulf me. I watched her head as she bobbed up and down, taking me in deeper each time.

 

“You have no idea how fucking sexy it is to watch you suck my cock,” I panted. “I’ve wanted your lips on me since the first time I laid eyes on you.”

 

She let out a moan as she continued to worship me. “Christ, I’m so close.”

 

Her mouth was my heaven. She slid her mouth up and down, sucking me harder and faster than before, taking me in deeper with each pass.

 

“Fuck,” I moaned out as I released into her mouth.

 

She sucked me dry and then released me. As she looked me in the eyes, she purred. “I love your cock, Mr. Cullen.”

 

“The fasten seatbelt sign is now on. Please turn off all electronic devices and prepare for landing,” The pilot said over the loudspeaker.

 

Bella quickly grabbed my tie and pulled me toward her for a quick, steamy kiss before she got up off the floor and sat in her seat. After I buttoned my pants and straightened my tie, I leaned toward her to whisper into her ear. “Thank you, that was incredible. I can’t wait to get to the hotel, Miss Swan. Since you love my cock so much, it will be my complete pleasure to bury it deep in your pussy.”

 

She shivered at my words and let out a small moan.

 

“I’m looking forward to it, Mr. Cullen,” she responded as she licked her lips.

 

Fuck me, this plane couldn’t land fast enough.

 

~*~*~

 

The hotel elevator doors closed. I looked around and besides Bella and myself, there was one other person. I knew I needed to go over some figures to prepare for tomorrow’s meeting, but the only figure I was hoping to be going over was Bella’s. She was the epitome of sexy. I had been good by keeping my hands to myself, for the most part, thank God; I was only her ‘boss’ for three more weeks. Then I would be free to pursue her publicly. I leaned forward so I could whisper in her ear.

 

“After I get settled, may I come to your room? I want to pick up where we left off on the plane. The things I want to do to your body are endless.”

 

Her breath hitched at my words. “Yes! Please,” she moaned as the doors opened to our floor.

We exited and walked toward our respective rooms. They were at the end of the hall and conveniently across from each other.

 

“Be ready in thirty minutes,” I said as I slid the card to open my door, deciding that the figures could wait until later, but I couldn’t.

 

“Yes sir,” she purred as she disappeared into her room.

 

I closed my door and took a deep breath. I quickly changed into something more casual, ordered a bottle of wine, and made a few phone calls. I was hoping later we could order room service for dinner. I had no intention of letting Miss Swan out of her hotel room now that I had her all to myself. There was no need to wait, and I left my room swiftly. My cock was hard and ready as I walked across the hall to her room.

 

I knocked on her door, and she took my breath away when she opened it. She was standing there in nothing but a smile and a black thong. I groaned as I walked in and closed the door behind me pinning her against it.

 

“You’re incredibly sexy,” I said in a husky voice.

 

My lips attacked her neck and trailed down to her pert breasts. I took one in my mouth as I palmed the other. She moaned and panted as I enjoyed her perfect tits, loving the way her body responded to me; in every way.

 

“Carlisle,” she cried as she unbuttoned my pants, sliding down the zipper. She pushed them down my legs along with my boxer briefs. I groaned as she stroked my cock. My hand quickly slid under her thong and into her wet heat.

 

“Fuck, you will be the death of me,” I moaned against her lips before kissing her deeply. In one swipe, I removed the thin piece of material that kept her from me. She wasted no time hitching one leg up, wrapping it around my waist as she fucked my fingers. Nothing but her primal moans filled the air around us as her orgasm rocked through her body.

 

“Oh Carl... isle,” She screamed.

 

I walked us over to the bed, laying her down slowly. I went and grabbed my pants to get the condom out of my pocket, tore it open, and slid it down myself. I climbed on the bed, my hardened cock ready to please her. I placed her legs over my shoulder, and in one quick thrust, I was deep inside her.

 

“God, Bella. You feel so good. I’ve dreamed about being buried in you for weeks.” I pulled out and slid back in. She was tight, wet, and warm. “Better than any dream,” I moaned.

 

She started to meet me thrust for thrust as our bodies continually collided with each other. I’ve been with many women, but I’d never felt the intense connection that I’d felt with her.

 

“God, I’m so close,” I grunted as I picked up the pace. I could feel her spasm around me; I needed to send her over the edge. I leaned down and pressed my lips to hers as my hand ran down her body and rubbed her clit.

 

“Ohhhhh,” she cried as her body trembled with ecstasy, her orgasm sweeping over her, triggering my own.

 

“Bella,” I chanted her name as I released the condom.

 

I pulled out of her and removed her legs from my shoulders. I discarded the condom and lay next to her running my hands lightly over her body.

 

“You’re amazing. Just, three more weeks, and then no more hiding.” I took a deep breath. What if she didn’t want me? I’m assuming she does. “That’s if you want me,” I added, suddenly feeling shy and vulnerable.

 

“Carlisle, of course I want you. I can’t wait. You mean the world to me. This is not just an affair for me. I care very deeply for you,” she replied as she placed her hand on my cheek. “What we just did was… amazing. I waited for what seems like forever to be intimate with you.”

 

I placed my lips on hers trying to show her how I truly felt about her. I slowly pulled away.

 

“Why don’t we order dinner? Then I want to get to know every inch of your incredible body and slowly make love to you,” I said in just above a whisper.

 

She smiled and then let out a giggle. “Sounds perfect, Mr. Cullen.”

 

~Epilogue~

 

I stand on the balcony at the beach with my eyes closed and the warm breeze nipping at my half naked body, images of the past year with Bella flow through my mind. After our trip, we snuck around to be together, but once she was no longer my PA, wild horses couldn’t stop me from pursuing her. No woman has ever gotten under my skin the way she has, the depth of my love for her is overwhelming. Today she made me the happiest man on earth when she said “I do” and became my wife.

 

“Carlisle, I’m waiting.”

 

Hearing my name fall from her lips brought me back to the present. I slowly turned around, the sight of her standing by the bed wearing an almost see through white lace negligee with no panties that ended at her mid- thigh took my breath away. My hard cock twitched in anticipation of what’s to come.

 

“Bella,” I groan as I walk toward her.

 

Wasting no time I stripped off my clothes, lifting her little nighty over her head, and tossing it to the side. I lowered her to the bed and began worshiping every inch of her body with my hands and mouth. As our bodies became one I was overwhelmed by my love for her. I glanced down and watched our bodies collide. I wasn’t sure where I ended and she began, we were truly one mind, body, and soul.