Summary
What if Alice doesn't
see Bella jump off the cliff?
Bella is given the
chance to explore her feelings for Jake and begins to see him in a different
light.
A simple kiss changes
everything and passion ignites.
But trouble is not
far behind.
Can Jake and the pack
defeat this evil before it's too late?
I don't own anything Twilight, That's all Stephanie Meyers. I'm just happy I get to play in her sandbox!
WARNING! ADULT CONTENT!
Warning: Adult sexual content!
Bella is tired of Edward pushing her away every time things get a little heated. Alice steps in to help Bella make sure they do more than "just try" on their wedding night.
How far can Bella push Edward's boundaries?
Set three weeks before the wedding.
This
story is set post Eclipse – three weeks prior to the wedding.
I own nothing Twilight that is all Stephanie Meyers! I'm just happy to play in her sandbox!
Control
Pairing: Jasper/Bella
Summary:
Bella runs the Swan Stables owned
by her father. Jasper is hired to help Bella train the new racehorse.
Will Jasper teach her more than she
bargained for?
Will Bella let her guard down and
lose control?
Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyers own everything Twilight related and I'm not her.
My submission to the JNG's Teach Me
the Nasty Contest
Warning: Adult content!
Control
My name is Isabella Swan, but everyone calls me Bella. I'm
twenty-one years old and live with my father, Charlie, and my stepmom, Susan. I
have been living with them since my divorce from Edward
Cullen, my high school sweetheart. Living here is not as bad as it sounds,
our house is so big that I have my own wing. My older brother, Emmett, and his
wife, Rosalie, live in the house also and I never see them.
My marriage to Edward
lasted all of twenty-two months and nineteen days. To sum it up in a nutshell,
he was having sex way more then I was. Edward was my first and only. He came
from a high society family, and I have always been sort of tomboy. I guess
everyone thought that once I had the big county club wedding, that I would
quickly straighten up and become a county club snob. That didn't happen, so
Edward started seeing Tanya
Denali and word quickly got out. Well, they didn't hide it very well.
Needless to say, I was the talk of the town.
So, I divorced him,
even though both of our fathers begged that I should look the other way, that
these things happen. Well, I expected more out of my marriage than a
cheating husband. I expected that my husband would be faithful to me forever.
So, here I am, picking up the pieces of my shattered life.
I threw myself into
my job, well these days it was my life. My family is well known for our
racehorses. We own one of the largest race stables around. I make sure the
stables run smoothly and the horses are exercised and trained. Today we are
getting a new horse, Lightning
Bolt, an ‘up and comer’ my father said. We're also getting a new horse
trainer. This was my father’s doing. He said that Jasper was the best and I
could learn a thing or two from him, that I was too set in my ways and I needed
to learn new training techniques. I have been riding and training horses since
I could walk. Learn a thing or two, my ass, maybe I could teach this Jasper a
thing or two.
I grabbed a cup of
coffee and headed down to the stables. Susan and Rosalie are off for a spa
weekend. This Jasper person should be arriving with Lighting Bolt soon. I walk
into my office. It was not your average stable office, it's quite huge. I had a
kitchenette and sitting area, but it's nothing compared to my father's office.
I sat down at my desk
and looked through Lightening Bolt's paperwork, and I noticed the file on this
Jasper guy. Curiosity gets a hold of me, so I open it and start to read. His
full name is Jasper
Whitlock; he is twenty-six and does have quite an impressive background
with racehorses. I flipped through the file trying to find out everything I
could about this man that was going to turn my smooth-running stables upside
down.
After reading the
file twice, the only thing I knew for sure was his age, that he was single and
I hated him already. I threw the folder on my desk in frustration. Damn my
father for thinking I had something to learn. I could hear the hum of a truck
and trailer signaling that they had arrived. The other stable hands were there
to unload Lightning Bolt. Of course, my father and Emmett are away on business,
so I'm the one who has to deal with this yahoo. I make my way to the stable
entrance and when I reach the entrance, I stop dead in my tracks. Standing in
front of me is the most incredibly gorgeous, muscular thoroughbred I have ever
seen. Lightning Bolt would not disappoint.
“Hello darlin', I'm
Jasper... Jasper Whitlock.”
I turn around and my
mouth flew open, his voice dripped with honey, and he looks like a god among
gods. My eyes raked over his body. He is incredibly toned, his hair is blonde
and messy, and his eyes are the most stunning shade of blue that you could
easily get lost in. Jasper Whitlock was sex on legs.
“Hi, I'm
Bella...Bella Swan,” I manage to squeak out. I shake my head, trying to regain
my composure and clear my throat. “Let's get Lightning Bolt settled in his
stall and feed him,” I take a deep breath. “It's the one on the left,” I say,
as I turn to Harry, one of the stable hands. “Harry, could you show
Jasper the way?”
I can hear Jasper
leading the horse to the stables. I need to get out of here and compose my
thoughts. I escaped to my office and fell into my seat. I run my hand through
my hair; I need to get a grip. What has come over me? A knock on the door
startled me.
“Miss Swan, Lightning
Bolt is settled.” I looked up and there stood Mr. Hotty himself, leaning
against the door frame.
“Thanks, and you can
call me Bella.” I take a deep breath. “Would you like a tour of the stables and
then could show you the bunk house.”
“That would be
great,” he answered with a smile.
I got up from my
desk, grabbed my keys and walked to the door. “Are you hungry?” I asked as I
looked at my watch.
“I'm good but thank
you.”
“Well, would you like
coffee or anything else to drink?”
“Coffee would be
great,” he said and I went over to the kitchenette to pour him a cup of coffee
“Cream or sugar?” I
ask as I turn to him. A chill went through my entire body when I realized he
was watching me.
“I drink it black.
Thank you, Bella.” He reaches forward and takes the cup from my hand, and we
have contact for the first time. I feel a jolt of something go through my body.
~*~*~*~
I showed him around the stables quickly, trying not to make
eye contact or be too close to him. It frustrated me to know that he has such
an effect on me.
“Jasper, you must be
hungry. We can go to the main house, and I can whip you up something? I also
know that my stepmother stocked your fridge along with other things in the bunk
house, whatever you want?” Oh my god, I'm rambling.
“I would just like to
get settled. It's been a long morning.”
“Ok, let's get your
stuff and get you settled then,” I watched as Jasper walks to his truck to gather
a few things and I can't take my eyes off his tight ass and his muscular body. How
is this man single? What the hell am I thinking, I need to snap out of
this. I just don't know what’s come over me. Why am I having these thoughts
about a stranger? Jasper gathers his things and looks at me. His blue eyes take
my breath away and my stomach tightens.
“Lead the way,
Darlin.” His voice alone makes my insides quiver.
I lead us down the
path to the bunk house in silence, as I can't seem to form words in his
presence. We reached the door and I quickly unlocked it and stood back to let
him through. He grabs the door.
“After you Bella.”
That simple sentence set my body on fire. What the hell?
“Thank you,” I
managed to say as I walked in and turned on the light. “It's not huge but it
has everything you need, a full kitchen, bathroom, a good size bedroom, and the
sitting room is also a good size.”
“It's great...perfect
really!” he says as he places his bag down and looks around.
“The kitchen's down
the hall. Do you need anything else?” I ask in a weak voice.
“No darlin', I'm
fine. I’m going to get a quick shower and a bit to eat. I will meet you back at
your office,” he said with a sexy grin.
Kill me. Kill me
now! He will be the death of me.
“See you later
Jasper,” I managed to get out. I walk out the door and up the path to my
office. What the hell has come over you, Bella Swan? I have never had
such strong sexual feelings before, not even for Edward. I sat down at my desk
determined to get some work done, but thoughts of Jasper taking a shower a few
hundred feet away were very distracting. I may need a drink soon.
I spent the next few
hours trying to work and fighting the constant thoughts of Jasper that are in
my head. This is crazy. I don't even know him. He is a god and entertaining any
of these thoughts is beyond stupid. I'm just plain Bella Swan, horse trainer
and stable manager. I managed to get some work done and noticed that it's
already almost five o'clock. Getting up to retrieve another cup of coffee I
hear his voice, so I go to investigate who he is talking to. I walk around the
corner and there he is talking to Harry; they seem to be in a deep
conversation. Jasper looked my way and smiled.
“Bella,” he says and
I melt right there.
“Hey Bella, me and
the boys are just about done for the day. We will be heading out, see you
Monday,” Harry says as he walks away.
“By Harry, enjoy your weekend.” I turned towards Jasper,
“Did you find everything you needed?”
“Yes, I did, thank
you. Harry was telling me that your family is all gone till tomorrow.”
I nod my head, “Yes,
Charlie and Emmett are on a business trip and Susan, my stepmom, and Rosalie,
Emmett's wife are at a spa for the weekend.”
“Would you like to
have dinner with me tonight, Bella? Since you’re alone and so am I.”
“Yes,” I said before
I could think. What the hell, Bella?
“Great, it's date?”
he relied with a big grin. “My place around seven then, darlin'?”
“Yes, that will be
fine,” I managed to squeak out.
“I'm not the best
cook, but Susan surely stocked the kitchen. I can whip up some pasta and we can
get to know each other, since we will be working together,” he said in a
matter-of-fact voice.
I nod my head, not
being able to speak, with the thoughts ‘getting to know each other’ swirling
around in my head.
“I will see you later
darlin',” he said and was gone. I just stood there unable to move.
~*~*~*~
The next two hours flew by, and it was time to meet Jasper.
My stomach was filled with butterflies and my hormones were raging. These
feelings of pure want were all new to me. Yes, I wanted Edward when I was with
him, but I never felt this overwhelming need for him. Maybe that's why he
cheated as many times as he did. He just got caught with Tanya.
I get up from my desk
and make my way to the bar in my father's office, and I grab the bottle of Jack
Daniels. I needed a shot to calm my nerves. Two shots later I compose myself
enough to make my way to Jasper's. Before I could knock on the door, it opens
and there stands Jasper with a grin on his face.
“Evening darlin'.
Come in,” he said as he stepped aside to let me in.
“Jasper.”
“Make yourself at
home,” he said as he laughed “since this place belongs to your family.”
I laughed. Wow, I
haven't laughed in a while. I made my way to the couch and sat down.
“Can I get you a
glass of wine?”
“Yes, please.”
“So, Bella, tell me
about yourself. How does a beautiful woman like you get stuck running a stable?
he asks as he hands me a glass of wine. He sat down next to me and was all
smiles.
“There’s really not
much to tell.” I shrugged my shoulders. “Ever since I could walk my father has
had me on a horse, it's really all I know.”
“You live in the main
house?”
“Yes, with my dad,
stepmother, Emmett and Rosalie. It's not as bad as it sounds, we never see each
other.” I get up suddenly, not liking being questioned and walk over to the
window. I can feel Jasper walking toward me.
“Is something wrong
darlin'?”
I turned to him and
he was so close. Our eyes met and I melted. The attraction I have for him is
overwhelming. The closer he is, the more I can’t think. Does he feel it too?
“Bella,” my name fell
from his lips like a prayer. He reached for my glass of wine, and a jolt went
through my body right to my center. He placed it on the table and took a step
towards me. My head was spinning, he placed a hand on my face, and he leaned in
and then I felt his lips touching mine. He pulled me closer and slipped his
tongue into my mouth; he tasted and smelled so good. I was lost in everything,
Jasper. I wrapped one arm around his waist and the other sneaked to the back of
his head. His hands roam over my body. He breaks the kiss and starts kissing my
neck. I'm not sure I have the strength to stand anymore.
“Bella...oh Bella,”
he pants between kisses as his hand grazes my breast.
“Jasper!”
The next thing I
know, I am up against the wall, and he was unbuttoning my shirt. Did I want
this? Who was I kidding? I have wanted this since the moment I laid
eyes on him this morning.
Then my hands start
to roam his body. He is truly built like a god. He pushes my shirt down my
arms, and it falls to the floor. We are all hands and quiet moans. He lifts me
up and I place my legs around his waist. I can feel how hard he is for me. He
discards his t-shirt.
“Oh...my...god...Jasper.”
He unhooks my bra and
it falls to the floor. The feel of his mouth and his tongue on my breast is
almost too much to bear. I want him.
“Bella, darlin', what
you do to me,” he said as he pushed his hips up to create friction.
It felt incredible
and it was furling my need for him and I could not stop the moan that slipped
from my lips, with him doing that I was unable to talk.
“I want you darlin'”
“I want you too,” I
moan.
He unhooks my legs
from his body, stands me up and before I can think he has my jeans undone and
was pushing them down my legs. His face was right at my center; he inhales and
slips my panties off also.
He places kisses up
my leg and, on my stomach, and on each breast and then he attacks my mouth
roughly. I feel his hands roam down my body to where I wanted him the most. He
teasingly runs his finger up and down my heat and slips a finger into my core.
“Jasper!” I moan.
I can hear the zipper
on his pants and then his boxers and pants are pooled at his ankles.
“You’re so wet
darlin', I want you so bad.”
“Take me then,” I
pant.
I wrap my legs around
his waist again, as I feel him at my entrance. I buck forward and feel his hard
cock slip into me slowly. With one thrust he pushes himself in me. I cry out
incoherent words. He stills in me for a moment and then starts to push into me
harder and harder as his hands roam my body and he finds my center and rubs my
swollen nub. I screamed his name.
“Jasper!”
With my back pressed
up against the cold wall and the heat coming from within my body, I felt my
body spiral out of control.
“Don't fight it
darling', just let go,” he pants as he kisses me hard.
I let go and lose all consciousness and felt like I was
falling. I blink my eyes and find myself on the floor wrapped in Jasper's arms.
What the hell was that? I have never felt anything so powerful before, I
never knew sex could be this way. I look up and find Jasper smiling at me.
He leans down and
kisses my forehead.
“Welcome back darlin'.”
What have I done?
How could I have let this happen? Was I insane? How did I lose control?
“Jasper, we have to
talk.”
Thanks for reading! I
will have the rest of the story up as soon as I can.
In the meantime, you
can read Masquerade
my Jasper/Bella steamy One Shots!
Summary:
Each year, Jasper and his family attend the charity masquerade ball hosted by his father’s hospital.
It's always the same crowd; the night will always consist of a few drinks, handshakes,
and superficial small talk.
This year a
mysterious woman catches his eye, yet here’s something so familiar about
her.
Will the lines
between fantasy and reality blur?
Written for Fandom for Leukemia & Lymphoma Society
This is for mature readers only ... massive sexy time ahead. You've been warned
I own nothing Twilight that all Stephanie Meyers, I just enjoying playing in her sandbox!
Masquerade
Seething shadows
breathing lies.
Masquerade!
You can fool
any friend who
ever knew you!
Masquerade!
Leering satyrs,
peering eyes.
Masquerade!
Run and hide -
but a face will
still pursue you
Masquerade from Phantom of the Opera
~Prologue~
My name is Jasper Cullen. Tonight, hopefully, will be a new beginning for me. My family is attending the hospital's Annual Masquerade Ball Fundraiser. My father, Dr. Carlisle Cullen, is Chief of Staff; that means my twin sister and I have to make an appearance each year, whether we like it or not. The difference between Rosalie and me, however, is that she loves the ball.
This year I will be going stag. Though Alice and I have been separated for a while, our divorce was only finalized last week. Looking back over our three year marriage, I now know we were doomed from day one. It was unfair of me to marry Alice when my heart still belonged to my high school sweetheart, Bella. As quite often happens, we were accepted to colleges in different states. At first we talked and emailed almost every day. As time went by, we tried to keep in touch, but as our lives headed down different paths. Eventually, we stopped communicating altogether. I often wonder what happened to my brown eyed beauty; almost daily her chocolate pools haunt my dreams.
After packing up all my things a week ago and closing my small practice in Palo Alto, I headed back to my hometown of Forks, Washington, hoping that a fresh start would be just the change I needed. I still can't believe I have moved back to the one place that, no matter where I turn, will be reminded of her.
Before I made the big move, I searched for months for a job in my field and a place to live. I found a small house on the outskirts of Forks and a job at a small mental health practice in Port Angeles. The practice had four other doctors on staff. Yes that's right, I'm Dr. Jasper Cullen, a psychiatrist. I have always had the knack for reading people, understanding and sympathizing with them; so really, it was the perfect choice for me.
~The Ball~
My brother-in-law Emmett and I are currently in our usual position; leaning up against the bar, talking. He’s a lot like me; only here under extreme duress, so we just hang out around the bar. He is usually great company; however, tonight he is annoying the fuck out of me. He’s pointing out all the women he thinks are available because he doesn’t want me to waste this opportunity to finally get laid.
The evening’s festivities seem to be dragging on; especially with Emmett's inability to shut the fuck up. I guess he does have a point though, it's high time I get out there and start being among the dating population once again. I’ve been using the fact that I was technically still married to Alice, was the excuse I used not to date for far too long; well, that ends tonight. I’m an available, unattached, horny male, and I am getting me some. Come hell or high water.
I’m thankful when Rosalie pulls a reluctant Emmett onto the dance floor. I don't know why he bothers fighting it, because she always wins. Now that I don’t have him hounding me, I can pursue my options at my leisure. I look around the room and can’t help but laugh. As is typical of this event, most of the men, including myself, are not wearing a mask. All the women however, have their beautiful faces all covered up, causing me to ogle their bodies far more than is probably appropriate.
As I survey the women in the room, my eyes spot the most beautiful creature I have ever seen, swaying alluringly in a corner. My eyes roam over her body; she has the most amazing curves, that are only accentuated by her formfitting, strapless, black gown. Her hair is pulled completely back with just a few beautiful brown curls cascading down her back. A long, old fashion pearl necklace graces her beautiful, sleek neck, hanging like a tantalizing arrow pointing towards her chest. Her mask is purple with gold accents; it only seems to enhance her beauty instead of covering it up. There is something about her that seems so familiar. I am so absorbed in admiring her figure, that I almost miss it when she looks my way. Suddenly I am lost in her beautiful chocolate eyes. I feel myself getting hard as I watch her lick her sexy, red lips.
I'm hypnotized as I watch her every move. Slowly she walked towards the exit, teasingly glancing back at me before disappearing out the door. Without thinking, my body follows her. I make my way to the hallway, and there she is waiting for me. Before I can say anything, she turns and walks down the hallway, slipping into a nearby room and closing the door. As if pulled by some invisible force, I follow her down the hall, slowly slipping into the room to see her standing there smiling at me.
I walked over to her and placed my hands on her face, I leaned down to place a passionate kiss on this stunning creature. As my lips meet hers, I pull her toward me to deepen the kiss. She parted her lips, and I slipped my tongue into her mouth completely lost in all the passion I was feeling. My hands start to explore her beautiful body. She squirmed under my caress, her movements only made the ache in my cock worse. I wanted her; no needed her, and I needed her now. Slowly I lower the zipper to her gown, and with nothing else to hold it up, it falls to the floor. She’s exquisite standing before me in her thong, mask, and pearl necklace. Her body is perfect, her skin is silky and smooth. I walk behind her and begin to kiss up her neck slowly, making my way to her ear. My hands find their way to caress her incredible breasts. I want to be buried inside her so bad. Removing her pearl necklace, I use it to bind her hands in front of her. I can see her eyes are full of lust peering at me from under her mask. I walk us over to the sofa and bend her over the back of it. Ripping off her thong, I spread her legs apart. Caressing her sweet pussy, I find her extremely wet and more than ready for me.
I unbutton my pants and let them fall in a pile at my feet and position myself at her entrance, and in one swift motion I’m deep deep inside her. I start to move at a steady pace, enjoying the amazing feeling of her tight, wet heat around my cock. Within minutes, I feel my orgasm building. No longer able to control my need, I started thrusting into her faster and harder. My head falls back, and I let out an animalistic groan as I fall over the edge into a state of pure euphoria.
"Jasper... bro, you're spacing out man," Emmett says as he pulls on my cape.
Hearing Emmett call my name, I look around realizing I am still standing at the bar, not even having noticed Emmett’s return from the dance floor.
"Dude, you okay? Where did you go?"
"Sorry Emmett, I was deep in thought. Let's get another drink," I say, trying to get my erection under control. What the hell was that? I'm clearly losing my mind. Needing a few drinks and a distraction, I start scanning the room again. I gasp when I see my daydream girl in exactly the same corner. Our eyes meet; and she smiles at me, then disappears out of the room. Not knowing whether I am still daydreaming or not, I follow her; hoping that my fantasy is about to become reality. Once I'm in the hall, I look around but I don’t see her anywhere. Thinking I must still be imagining things, I'm about to go back inside, when out of the corner of my eye, I catch the slightest movement. Slowly, I turn around. and there she is in all her stunning glory. Unlike my daydream where she fled down a hall, this time my beauty just stands there staring at me. I slowly start to approach her. The closer I get, the faster my heart beats; there is something about her that calls to me. I am only inches from her when she finally speaks.
“Jasper,” she whispers; my name falling from her lips as if in prayer.
I stop my approach and let out a gasp. I would recognize that voice anywhere. Suddenly the familiarity of those eyes and incredible lips makes sense. Can I let my heart believe that it is her standing in front of me after all these years?
“Bella, is that really you?”
“Yes, it's me,” she answers.
Without thinking, I close the distance between us and pull her into my arms. My heart soars at the feeling of her body up against mine. Finally releasing her from my embrace, I just want to look at her; memorize every beautiful inch of her.
“I'm just so shocked, but so happy to see you here,” I say as I place the palm of my hand on her cheek, seeking a connection.
“Jasper,” she says with a hint of desperation in her voice.
I decided to seize the moment. Slowly, I leaned forward; our lips brushed against each other's, causing Bella to let out a beautiful moan. My lips start to move against hers like they were made for that exact purpose. In the back of my mind, I know I should've asked her if she was here with anyone, or if she was married before I kissed her. Right now however, her lips are dancing with mine, I just don’t care.
“We should go somewhere more private,” she states.
Immediately, my mind starts to compile a list of all the places we could go. I know the hallway leads to other smaller banquet rooms; the hospital benefit was always thrown in the Ball Room. I take her hand and lead her down the hall, checking each room until we find one that was unlocked.
“In here,” I say as I open the door.
I flick on one set of lights and look around the dimly lit room. Wanting to make sure we’re not disturbed, I turn and lock the door. The room looks like it's used for office functions. It has a huge conference table with many small chairs and couches placed around the room. I watch as Bella sits down on one of the couches; sitting next to her, I take her hand in mine.
“What now,” I ask.
“Kiss me; just kiss me. I need to know you're real,” she pleads.
She didn't have to ask twice. Instantly my lips seek out hers, slowly at first and then passion takes over as tongues tangle, and our hands explore each other's body.
“Bella, my God. I want you,” I groan as I kiss down her neck to her perfect cleavage.
“Please, Jasper! I've missed you so much,” she whimpers. I unzip the top of her dress to let the front fall open, giving me access to her beautiful breasts; I take one sumptuous mound in my mouth as my hand caresses the other.
“I'm afraid any minute I'm going to wake up, and you will be gone.” I moan as I take her other breast in my mouth. I loved her body in high school, but now her breasts were fuller; and her entire body curvier. I feel my cape fall to the floor; and slowly, Bella unbuttons my shirt and pushes it down my arms. Soon my shirt falls to the floor. I need more of her; I pull her on top of me so I can unzip her dress the rest of the way, desperately needing to feel her skin on mine. Standing, she steps out of her gown. Just like in my fantasy, she was standing before me in her thong, mask, and pearl necklace. She is so much more exquisite in person.
“Bella, will you take your mask and necklace off?” I ask.
She nods and slides her mask off, tossing it and her necklace to the floor. I let out a moan; the sight of her incredible body making my cock even harder.
“Jasper,” she whispers as she kneels in front of me and undoes my pants; she pushes them and my boxers to the ground.
Her small hand wraps around my cock. “Ohhh,” I moan as I feel her tongue swirl around the tip, and then she slowly takes me into her hot mouth. She slides me in and out a few times, and I know I am going to lose it soon.
“Bella, it's been a long time for me. If you keep this up, I won't last. Come here, Baby.”
She gets up off her knees and stands in front of me. I grabbed my wallet out of my pants pocket and placed it on the table before kicking them to the side. I pulled her towards me, placing my hands on either side of her waist, and pushed her thong down her legs, removing the last barrier left between us. I spread her legs and slid one finger between her warm folds. She’s so wet for me.
“God,” she moans as I rub her clit.
I took the condom out of my wallet and tore it open. To my surprise, Bella grabs it and rolls it down my cock. She straddles me on the couch and slowly lowers herself onto me. I think I'm going to explode right then. I have had sex with many women, but nothing ever compared to what I felt when I was with Bella. Our connection has always been so strong.
“You feel amazing,” I groan as I kiss her neck and palm her breast.
She starts to move up and down on me. Soon we find the perfect rhythm. The room is silent, except for the sound of our bodies coming together and the moans of passion.
“So close,” I groan.
She leans back, allowing me deeper inside her. I hold her ass with one hand and guide her up and down me, faster and harder, as I suck her nipples. I can feel that she is close; I need her to come with me. I slide my other hand between us and swirl her clit.
“Ja... sp... er,” she cries as her orgasm hits.
I grab her hips and thrust myself harder and faster into her, causing me to find my release. She leans in and kisses me. I wrap my arms around her. It is wonderful to be connected to her in every way. Too soon, she pulls away.
“I need to get going,” she states.
“Now? You have to go now?” I replied.
“Yes, I will get in touch with you tomorrow,” she says with a smile as she quickly dresses.
I just sat there, stunned by what happened and that she is leaving. She leans down and places a kiss on my lips.
“I missed you so much, Jasper,” she whispers, and then walks toward the door.
“Wait, let me give you my card,” I responded.
She turns around and our eyes meet. “I know where to find you, Dr. Cullen,” she states, and then walks out the door, leaving me with more questions than answers.
Over the next few days, I couldn't stop thinking about Bella and what happened at the Ball. At times, I wondered if she was real or just a dream. As I sat at my desk looking over a patient's file, my phone beeped.
"Dr. Cullen, there is a Bella Swan on hold for you. Would you like me to take a message or patch her through?"
My heart started to pound as a smile crossed my lips. I was so happy she called.
"Patch it through, please."
"Hello, Dr. Cullen speaking." I tried to sound as professional as I could, even though my heart was going to pound out of my chest.
"Hi Jasper, I hope I'm not bothering you," she said in a timid, shaky voice. Was she as nervous as I was?
"Bella, you could never bother me. It's good to hear from you."
I heard her take a deep breath. "I was wondering if maybe we could get together and talk. There is so much I need to tell you, things you deserve to know."
"Is tonight, okay?" I replied as my mind was racing. I didn't want to put this off in case she changed her mind. I hoped she would finally tell me why she pushed me away.
"Tonight is perfect. Would you like to grab dinner at the Orchard Inn, say around six?
"I would love to, Bella." I smiled at the fact that she was asking me out.
"See you then. And Jasper, I've missed you," she said in just above a whisper.
"I've missed you, too."
After hanging up the phone, I replayed every word that was just spoken. I was excited and a little worried about tonight. No matter how much I tried to deny it, Bella had always owned my heart; no one could ever take her place. I was afraid to get my hopes up for a future with her.
That night over dinner, Bella told me the heartbreaking story of how she found out she had cancer when she went in for a routine doctor's appointment. She was afraid that she might not have a future, so she cut me out of her life not wanting me to watch her go through treatments that might not work. I wanted to be angry with her, but I just couldn't. I just wished she would've believed in me and our love. I did understand to a point why she pushed me away. It just broke my heart that she went through her illness alone and robbed us of all those lost years. I told her about my short marriage to Alice, and we discussed her current health. I was relieved to find out that, as of last week at her check-up, she was still cancer free. I asked her how she ended up at the ball. She explained she moved back to the area to be with her father as his health was failing. Charlie told her he'd heard I'd moved back also. She admitted going hoping to see me. The rest of the evening we spent talking about happier subjects.
After dinner, Bella came home with me
Over the next few months, we fell in love with each other all over; though I really don't think either of us ever stopped loving the other. Not wanting to waste any more time being without her, I asked Bella to marry me, and she agreed. She made me the happiest man on earth when she married me a few months later.
And they lived happily ever after!
